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Recently-
1. I miss my best friend. I can't help that everywhere I go brings back a memory of the two of us and our plans for life. I wonder what our friendship would be like as adults now with the freedoms we wanted. It is certain that my happiness would be higher with you in my life.
2. Continuously close friends move away, followed by my sister who recently married. Now, my niece that's a few years younger than me and that I'm very close with will be moving also.
3. My dating/relationship attempts continue to fail. Single will forever be my status.

I'm losing all my support.
For the first time since returning here running back to Phoenix is all I want. Or for my mind to be busy to the point where it can't think about these things and get depressed.