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I chose today to start this because it's my 21st brithday, which makes it very easy to keep track of time and when this began.
For the first time in my life I woke up this morning with a real sense that it was my birthday, everything that I did revolved around the fact. I made it important to wake up, put on a favorite record, dance and sing until the end. I then prepared my very own lavished breakfast and read my horoscope which read " This year could produce instrumental changes and accomplishments that impact your life's destiny." Interestingly enough that's my plan for the year so I couldn't be more happier.
For sometime now i've be realizing the cause&effects alcohol has had on my parents and siblings. It has impacted myself and my 23year old sister tremendously. More and more I find myself uninterested in the act and thankful for seeing beyond it.
I want this to be raw and organic, no sugar coating.
Funny thing> We all swooshed our wine around our glasses tonight, smelled it then sipped. My sister then asked us all what we smelled, my dad, her and I all smelled berries. It all came down to my mom when she then said "berry berry winey!" I love family.