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The time on my hands these days is down right bothersome. I'm sad to say steady cash flow isn't helping me progress in the ways needed to achieve everything in store the next year and beyond. My life is guided at this point by me finding work and making money. I can't help but cringe at that truth. Only to my understanding I'm not ready for a career which makes my employment search less than a piece of cake. I can't help but have mixed feelings about myself because of all this, God help me.

THE PLAN
-Find work once and for all
-Volunteer time until then
-Keep my home sane while keeping myself sane